Life is a weird place to live in!! Its not philosophy, just a mere truth or "THE" truth, a tragic one as well. Why such a late conduct over this pseudo-judgmental topic?? I'll try to explain.

Slowly as the days are going by and i am getting older (started my late twenties last year) I am beginning to realise that in Life, there aint a moment where one could stop and think, "Okay, i'll tke a little break, scrutinize my past and plan a better future". I mean you just cant do that. Life is like those conveyor belt thingies in the airports, even if stop walking in them, they will make you move - well ahead if you please. So, there is no standstill point, no penalty boxes, no timeouts....you are moving - always moving. Scary isnt it.

So nowadays i have stated to internally laugh at people who says, "Im not like you Neil, i hve my life planned out, day by day - penny by penny!!" Do you really?? Are you even close to your original laid out plan?? If you say yes, you are a lying son of a gun. You could be close, but you are never living the plan.

Its no shame to admit, i was among you fools, at least to a certain extent. i had no clear goals in Life (like right now...sigh) but i had a blurry cut out image. Nothing special you know just the usual, high end gaming console, a cruiser bike, road trip to Ladakh etc. Now as the days are going by I am realizing, I wasn't planning, I was hallucinating - all along.  Also as my wedding bells are ringing scarily louder everyday, me and my fiance both are realizing, we are not engineered for that shit, but both are making a brave attempt to adapt our minds for the social union or whatever. We didnt Plan it...well not wholly....

So now the question rises...am I scared or sad??? Helllllll...NO!!! Its just funny to realize the fact that you dont plan shit in life...its Life that plans you. Those who have realized it will more or less agree to this post...those who havent, is still in the illusion of planning Life and prophesying the name of the third child's nursery school. One day, it will hit you like a green ugly DTC bus. Until then...plan all you want to....LOSERS!!!